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if there's still one more thing left undone, I can't get over it. it kept holding me back :(

I.

BROKE UP.

dun worry people, I m alright :)

see u guys soon! :D

a quick video for..

MILAN

Pink CurLed bubbles

I guess not only me, but recently everyone just turned down into a Lazy mode, Lazy to do everything for this shitty weather. Heard Malaysia is raining very frequently too, and imagine that happens in UK with rains and to bear with 3°C to -2 °C and strong winds,( i m staying at somewhere chiller than ur fridge at home lor WTF- serious wann i put banana and pear in ma room and in the fridge,the banana in the fridge matured b4 the one in my room do WTF) further with NO transport but to walk with bulky wool coat. How can that not make u a lazy person? of cos u wann2stay at home and not move lor, be a parasite which waiting for my dad to feed. LOL.

Yesterday i was chatting with the pillowboo cos he was having exams the next day and like burning midnight oils, so i m a good galflen to chat with him so that he wouldn't sleep. LOL. mcam tu Galflen baik Konon LOL. and then i start arranging stuffs for my cosmetics into my new beautybox's cosmetics box! I love it lor, it's pink kaler n that's why its chio, my only complaint for this beauty box is that it's heavier than i expected so it doesnt seems like i can bring it to travel thou..and since i cant bring it travel,i shud have bot one size larger. but now it fits my stuffs la,if i buy more then donnoe got space or not, but its a good excuse to stop buying. Apparently i checked my beauty box, it seems like i had everything d. From

Primer for face and eyes, UV underbase, BBcream,Liquid Foundation( since damn long ago since i never used it),Eye Brow( Pencil, Set(things like mascara), Eye shadows, Creme Shadows, Eye shadow pencil, Eyeliner(Oh i don have a liquid eyeliner must get it soon!), and lip glosss and..... i donnoe i cant think anymore, except for the MAC BRUSH!! ohmomo, it's amazing i like it, well worth my money! (Tips: I think it's only MAC brush even after u wash it multiple times, it still comes back in shape n u can still use it! otherspalia one after u wash can throw into dustbin d, it couldnt blend liao WTF)

ok back to the story,.. so while i was chatting with ma boyflen i then look at the mirror myself, then i felt girly so i went to take all cosmetics out and then start painting. It's just a simple touch up which can be done within 10-15mins la. very fast.. after a while pillowboo went to sleep b4 knowing himself completed the syllabus that he should cover( this one felt damn like moi, last minute shit but sleep has to be the priority still WTF)

then then, I went on to try my New Hair Curler!! CHIO Curler can!! it has a Pink(nice pink) Blinking Lights when its on, with temperature reading on it! u tell me not chio then what!

talking about this curler i have got a story to tell why i buy it since i already have one (which is quite bad,palia one)..i went to Birmingham to send Geeta n Crystel off few weeks ago. Then while waiting for the train to go back, we go to the nearer shops for shopping, and hence, BOOTS. they have a big range of curlers and Straighteners on SALE. and this MARK HILL's curler was suppose to be like 59pounds or something, and it was reduced to 24.99! dat still didnt make me buy it cos i was thinking 'wah 25x<6=>also around RM150wutt. not very cheap even for a good curler.

and then there's this weird ang mo 30ish woman kept on looking at me. and whatever tat i took then she will took it down and flip here flip there, pusing pusing then put it back. Almost everything lor!

Then she asked me

Ang Mo: How much is the curler that u re holding?

Me : (now that i felt like 'eh why u kept follow me' liddat.), its 24.99, it has a price tag there.

Ang Mo : oh alright..

Me : It has variety of curlers here, i m not too sure if this is good, but i m just CONSIDERING buying this.( nanti she buy wrong curse me laosai how!)

Ang Mo : Ok.

then after a while, the ang mor flip here n there found that she has got nothing to buy so she approached me again,

Ang Mor : hey dear, r u buying anything else more than just tht curler?

Me : ERMMM. i don know, might be or might not be.

Ang Mor: Oh well, tell me if u have a purchase on beauty electronic gadgets for more than 30pounds.

Me : (feeling weird) ermm.. why?

Ang Mor : do u have a boots card?

Me : (thinking OH this fella wanna gain points issit,ok lor ) NO.

Ang Mor: Oh then, i have a voucher for U dear, it's 5pounds off, it's expiring soon. I don think i m getting anything here.

I m In excitement to buy the curler, then tell her 'oh i have got something to buy!!' haha cos i spotted some trimmer as well, which is half priced. happy or what, BOTH STUFFS also half-priced liao still got 5pounds off for them ah! mad happy lor have to buy!

so i bring it home happily, and it was One of the easiest curler that i ve used! good thing! :D

i think its good cause when u switch it on, it has Pink Light Blinking until it fully heat up! PINK COLOUR OK! chioness.

In addition, bought this one also! half-priced + 5pounds reduction!

so hor back to the story,since pillowboo wanted to sleep dy so i can go in front of the mirror to camwhore, but then my hair was damn bad shape so i tot oh since i have a curler why not try it, and then i took like 15mins to curl my hair up lorrrr. I think it didnt look BAD, but it indeed looks over-matured for me. (pillowboo said i over-curled it, how is over/under-curl suppose2 be?hmm. I then have pics to share!

# 1 : side way of the curls. I think my hair length not able to carry out the curls nicely. Imagine I have a waist-long hair with this curl, must be damn chio lor!

#2 : lol ok in case u wanna see ma face too. LOL

#3 : then thought with Flashlights might look sexier WTF.

and then i felt like dis hair damn hard to camwhore further liao, so try to tie up my hair and bun it.

#4 : picture taken from top! like FLOUR-WER liddat!

#5 : DON BLOODY FOCUS ON THE BACKGROUND cos i was searching up and down for a top for this bloody leather high-waisted skirt. LOL. this is the skert i said i bot two, but I have return the denim one, I pick the leather one i think it was chiorer ma. while searching up and down,my nice flour-wer bun become chicken tail bun liao WTF damn sad T______T. not like i found a super matching top also but for camwhore purpose can lor. cincai cincai la.

#6 : more camwhore picture.

#7 : side way sikit. peek the price tag, still there LOL WTF

#8: yea in case u miss me again, but i look damn gemuk here but i only took one pic of ma face.

okay, that must be it for the camwhore pic,curler or whatsoever. Well, I received mom's parcel today which weighted like 25kgs or something. took me like 20mins to carry it from d reception into ma room! too heavy. If my diet plan fail, then my mom must be one of the culprit! send me so many foods for what! i wanna starve and die of hungers at home one lor mom okay! summore nowadays get hungry easily. Neh Neh, see my stomach just gave me an alarm again WTF. Alarm for food WTF, why liddat, and I have also got my bow-tie heels from ASOS, will make a shopping post later, got lots of good stuffs.

I emo-ed abit just now i felt so much for friendships (and for pigs being tattooed LV monogram on their skin) .

i have a close-up blog for close friends to read on, but u gotta request address from moi

I miss my dad&mom and sis and bro and MY DOGSSS!!!! so much! also, my boyflen of cos, sometimes he makes me angry but sometimes he's still cute to cheer me a bit =)

ok that's it for now,

its so cold i dun even want to shower. I should stop munching on cereals but Im damn hungry i finished my biscuits. summore I took maggi just now lor, those in mom's parcel LOL :)

I miss mom's food, I miss dad being cool dad, i miss the siblings for the siblings fun, and I miss my boyfriend for being the best pillow for me to sleep on. GRRRR.i want to go home. Have to wait the fix timetable b4 doing bookings. I cant wait liao lor WTF.

Ok now i wanna go shower and clean up my messy room, and to be frank, i think i need food again. And I will go to gym tomorrow really.(for the nagger LOL):P

Blingered Laziness

Hello to the Readers sekalian, sorry for the long neglect on the blog. I didn't go on Hiatus bcos I was happily active in twitter, just this blog. LOL.( join twitter people!)

Actually I m still Lazy now, but I didn't want my blog to be emo with the top entry(the last entry) sounded emoish. I was but I m not now mar! :)

I already Hand In My Criminology Assignments, so now I'm a little bit free, apart from preparing for seminars work which i usually don't.I just go there n sit if the lecturer picked me then just crap whatever i can and then see if she condemn me WTF.

then yesterday I have My diamantes with me. I wanted to Blingkified my VioletBB damn long dy but ve got no time! so yesterday i spend almost 3hours and my bb is now done in diamantes!

boyflen ask why my phone need to be so blingggg blinggg!

aiyoh CHIO mah!

how do u think? hahaha the rubber side kenot blinged la. cos it dropped off easily,it's just rubber Myeh! *__________*

I m really into this shopping sphere this few days, may it be online shopping or real shopping!

i just cant stop myself from spending my Marney. Something must have gone wrong.

Post-Assignment-Traumatic Order!

I bot MAC brushes for 40quids, then several other make up sets, and even bot a beauty case for myself( arriving tomoro!)

I think it will be good and me myself will find it interesting to have a shopping post but well, I havent got everything yet(ASOS send me d,but size doesnt fit, I m thinner now woohoo so i send back for exchange!). Will blog about it when everything is with me alright! stay tuned!

i need to check up my criminology. Seminars tmr. Wat tuhh Fah

priority

Despite how close it is to my assignment due date, I feel really fatigue and try to talk to at least someone who might, inspired me.

To a great disappointment, the reality always show u the truth.

I'm not the priority in his life, rather it looks more like an option.
and what makes thing worse, I feel somehow worse than an option.

I come to realize that my thoughts of saying 'I can't live without you' is just a fantasy.

No1 can't live without the existence of the others, but if i have to say one, It has to be my father and mother. At least U know at any moment anytime, u're always the priority in their love.

Why the priority? becos we know they love, they always love their child.

And that is why, people get into relationships in and out, but ur parents will never change, the love devoted to the us, as their child.

I started to feel that something must have gone wrong btwn us.

How much i try to avoid and try to put in more hardwork to mend the broken pieces into One.

My attitude has always been the same, Work Hard for anything that worth fighting for, Until U can't do anything anymore, then just leave it to d others to do it, Maybe someone can do it better than U do to save.

I cannot accept the fact that One can be really busy they don't get 2 talk to someone they love.

It's either there's Im no longer a priority, or perhaps I just have to accept that it's a change of every relationship that something just has to fade away after certain times.

I don't know.
I don demand for romantic roses.

I don demand for surprises.

I don demand for U being at my side all the time.

I am not a new hand in a relationship, and I m not comparing U with any other people's relationship or what their boyfriend can do for them, nor do i compare u with how much if there's d others that can do for me.

What I want is at least a priority, not at the 1st place, but at least to feel that I m equally important to u as how much U did to me. A sign of appreciation is the best gift after all.

that's all i can say.

Under the pressure for assignments, I tot U can at least be there to cheer me up. It seems like it has gone the other way round.

I'm sorry, You're sorry. We felt so much a sorry........

But Love is not about Sorry, it's how much u care, How much u wan to hold it on.

and I, have to learn not2 prioritize someone who put u as an option to everything in his life.

I won't complaint, nor do i give much expectations.

U do what u're suppose2do within what U think U should,and I'll take as much as what's within my capability.

if tolerance is by all means one essential for dealing a relationship, this is time i need its help to work it out.

Back to work,
RaycheL

Choices

Ok well, U know I know, perhaps Everyone Knows and U dont know. Yours truly is now a very lazy blogger slacking on dramas and trying to work a freak out for my assignments which is 50% of my modules.
For ONE assignment I have to sit in front of my lappie for hours and hours and hours but the main aim doesn't seems achieved but well, My pocket burnt into a big deep hole. FML online shopping must be a big great doom

Now this is the thing I want to buy, it takes me 3days to contemplate so I decided to post it up here to check if my traffic readers can just give me opinions or ur choice even! I wan this heels I like it but the thing is, both the colours s look equally interesting to me. Can't be buying two.

the 1st one is this common black and was captured wearing by some celebrity. I mean true, Black can be the safest colour on earth for a shoes @heels because it matches with ALMOST all colours.

But well, U know I would like to see this design looks more likely for a sweet and lovely looks, like RIBBONS and BOWS on it? so i thought Pink would be perfect. But Effff, I don think Pink is easy to for mix-matching with my clothes!! Can't be wearing Blue and Pink! can't be wearing a Leopard Print and Pink! Errrr, Or what else more? other than that Might ok!

and the last one is this, which is also the last one which disturbs me.

I think a strong striking Pink is hard to match. Because it grabs all attention. Once ur clothes doesnt match, it goes nothing but Unfashionable. ''like yer why this fella wear liddat WTF''

so now i think a PALE PINK which close to white in mix matching would be appropriate!

so how now? Which one to get??? Black would be safe, Pink will be sweet and suit the design best BUT not for common wear (probably die hard to buy clothes to match with it summor) , and Pale Pink...erhmm, Like PALE? and in contrast, I heard from some tv programmes saying Pale Pink colour will make one feet looks darker! :(

WUUU WUUUU T____T for what I think I prefer buying another black heels which is either studded or something more chio and Rocker( now thats the fashion ok!-I wan a studded Vest too!) .

Striking Pink and Pale Pink, which is betta? ok if u think both are equally NOT GOOD to you, then how about the black? common ah?

DECIDE FOR ME AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON THE CBOX PWEASEEEE!!!! I want to know ASAP cos i m buying another dress as well I sked out of stock WTF lol.

Thankyou! =)

I HATE MY UNI NOW!

why is the timetable for exams not out yet!

and why is the assignment due date not ALL out yet!

I very kanzheong now because i WISH(wish!) that i can go home during CNY , and now MAS airlines is the effeff offering cheapo ticket like RM 2500 for 2ways!

I WAN TO GO HOME, but the offer probably runsaway liao la when the timetable is out.

I told U, i hate my uni, and I wanna go home. very badly.

Where U belong

For the past few days, or weeks, I 've been thinking hard HOW TO PERSUADE MY PARENTS again to tell them I want to go home this CNY if i will NOT have any clashes for my exam timetable. But today, it proves me wrong. Sometimes things can turn out to be simple, but just the matter of me telling them or not.

I even thought of buying own tickets go back then to give them a surprise just before I reach home. Nah, How the hell they got a daughter like this who forgotten how much they love me? hmm.

Sorry Santa Daddy, Sorry Lovely Mom! For what I thought Hard to negotiate for, Mom leave an msn offline msg for me today.

They actually plan to go Dubai this Chinese New Year(was told 1-2weeks ago) because Mom just undergo an surgery 2months ago, and if they were to stay at home, GUEST will do home-visiting(chinese for ang pows,lol). and hence mom will have to prepare some party for it (which presumably will be tiring for her)
BUT today, mom told me dad says if i were to go home this CNY,then they will not join my uncles for the Dubai Trip. I feel the love, so much. How can i forget how much they love me, and why do i searching up and down , reluctant to tell them I wanna go home Just because i m afraid if i will not gain their approval? Aih, U must be thinking a little bit too much.

So now, it's just the matter of timetable.

If the timetable turns out to be really friendly then I can chicken home for At least 2weeks or more, then I Will have my cny at HOME.

aww, lucky me. I got to celebrate my chinese new year every year despite the fact I m studying in UK. *finger crossed* Pray Hard that i can go back this year too!!!

Now what? it's time to study hard for the love they given to me, AND

To DIET HARD( Really hard if going back for cny!) to be chio! instead of 9months, i now only have 3months?! WTF

and oh, I m off to Paris at december 28-1st of Jan(London).

HAHA. I m loving my life now, except for the fact that, i haven't seen ma boyflen for some times. Iks.

Geeta is down to sheffield. Need to shower and meet the bunch up later. Adios!

Love, XoxO.

santa,

if u would grant my wish, the only thing i want in the christmas socks,

is U.

I miss U pillow :)

goodnite xoxo.

resolutions or a list?

it's 3.30am now and I m not sleeping bcos i was clicking thru the websites and see so many nice clothes and nice handbags.

I think I need a new Resolution for year 2010.

Ok ,OK. I lied.

I only need a new shopping List, to make sure no over-spend case is going to make me suffer my life off.

I need to set which month what to buy, so then I will save for that month and then spend lesser this month, and hence has control over what SHOULD be spent on and what Shouldn't.

Well, I m off to bed now. gotta set alarm so that I wouldn't wake up at 3.30 tomoro. ( i sleep at 3.30 last night and then wake up at 3.30 the nx day) yea, am sleep pm wake up laa.

tmr the plan is to wake up and then call pillowbooboo so that i get2talk to him then I stay awake! hahaha. well, provided that E is not taking his bloody Nap.

NAP KING.

okay, tweet dreams (opps! people, what re u waiting for? GO JOIN TWITTER!)

beanies in Life.

Umm, I might probably be abandoning the blog for sometimes because i m damn lazy nowadays. All i want in my life it to shopping and sleeping. I wan triple S. another S must be from my body shape WTF. Oh actually I shud have 4, Studying too! yek.

Ok well, to sum up what I've been up to recently, aye? btw i was blogging something emo b4 this but i chat with my pillowbooboo so now I m better I m not continuing it and hence wont be posting it up , YET. wait till someday after i finish the post la ok.

As i was typing this, i have this crave for a loaf of banana cakes damn korlian.
Yesterday Priya asked me,' Raych, Just tell me ONE food that U want from Malaysia now! Just One, NOW! (wants immediate response) '

I m like ' oh ok, let me think '

Priya again like ' just the first thing come across your mind laa'

OK well Priya, I want Nasi Kandar. LOL, possibly either from KT or the one in Nirvana Bangsar.

U tell me u can resist that. even when i m in Msia also i can drool over it okay.

So well, from now onwards, oh no from friday aka Yesterday, I have one week of reading week. I havent got any plan of what to do, since what I have been doing for the past few days was attending all the classes and then do all the seminars work, then for all that, I m now sick. *cough cough* thankyou.
Oh well btw, it always been raining when I attend all classes, so apparently my classmates dulan already when i go class then it rains. It's like I m the one who cause it. I myself felt the same FML.

btw, even if its a holidays but i have got assessment work and formative assessment work to do. My life sucks just like that. Despite how much I m yearning for shopping spree in KL, the boyflen the tell me he's going to sunway pyramid tomoro! My favorite shopping mall la! apart from MidValley, Nyeh.

Ok back to my life. Oh yes yes, My Company Law Seminars Lecturer is super HOT!!!! can die dot com when i look into his eyes! that reli makes me memupuk more interest in company law lor! cause Must communicate with him in the seminars right!! So he's like so hot his face is so cute with his damn blue eyes but he's damn tall and taizek. And he's so nice. So damn gentleman. I donoe why law school even allow Hot Hunk like this to be a lecturer. Or maybe, they shud take more of this quality one la.... so see I wouldn't skip class so often. HAHAHA.

OH I LOVE U ERIC.TEN. hahahaha.

I know I know,

cheap treat, cheap trick. hahahaha. Just that if it works then i can continue talking about hot hunks then nvm, It's cheap but works. I love you Hubbie.. HA-HA. I m cheapoo idea-er like that lol.

Well. I PMS this few days So i m taking a break from the gym , like 4days then I will continue visiting the gym thrice a week if possible. Must Lose Weights again no jokes.

I reli hope time runs faster, I wanna see how I m going to be 9months later, but well, only if the diet plans keep going.

Ok laaa. the lazy bum me, i cannot stand sitting longer on the chair, so i move my whole Bloody Bed to the study table. HAHAHA. so now I m sitting and studying on the bed. I think I m damn a brilliant BUM lor. HAHAHA.

Well, 8pm is my nappie time. BoyFlen Slept off dy,time to meet him in the dream for like 1 hour. See I m a good galflen. HAHAHA. ok well la. finding another excuse to sleep only. but I reli have to sleep around 8ish or else i will be very headache later. Sleeping nao.

Goodnite.

~ some better post will be up soon la k, at least not so random ~ haha.